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How should I put it? It has been probably the darkest few months in my work life. And it is not over yet...
I am unsure if I should share this but I decided to post it anyway. If it doesn’t benefit anyone else, it helps me air my pain.
I have been attending many farewells lately. Too many that it starts affecting my emotions. I am unsure c19 is the only contributor but it is one of the factors.
It is not easy seeing departments closed and colleagues asked to leave. It is not new but never at this magnitude.
And yet, it is all about timing. Colleagues near retirement welcomes the nice send off while colleagues around my age felt very lost and uncertain.
While I do what I can to help by spreading words and provide referral, I struggle inside myself. Thinking hard what I should do between now and till I can stop working for a living.
I am not sure about you, it is rather tough for me. Especially as a sole breadwinner. Though I will not have cashflow problem if I stop work for a while, I have not reached the level I can stop work for good.
One side of my brain filled with reluctance for change, the other side preparing for the worst that may come. Far from efficient, I know. Emotion itself is not efficent.
Having worked over 20 years and landed at my currect situation is no fun at all.
But life will go on. And I will continue to focus on my simple financial goals - ensure me wifey will not need to work for money and me kid will not need to worry about money till ready to work.
By the time I write to this point, I feel better already. Appreciate you spending time reading this junk. Cheers.
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